convenience

he once said, “i love you because you’re so convenient to love.” 

i didn’t get it back then.  or perhaps i did, but in a different way.

now i totally understand.

when he needs me, he shows up.

when he wants something, he communicates.

convenience.

i’m so glad i’m completely over him.

he could no longer hurt me the way he used to.

the final adieu

heard it all in the past.

countless times.

but this time, i believe it’s for real.

it’s about time.

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friendships do end.

reasons vary.

and sometimes, they simply don’t exist.

so while i’m left wondering what happened.

why it ended.

i could only sigh and take it as it is.

they’re gone.

just like that.

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i hate changes.

i don’t adapt well.

i suck at adjustments.

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sometimes the venom i spew is too much for my own good.