torn

should i or shouldn’t i?

i know i should, but would i?

i can be am selfish.

now old fears have resurfaced.

old insecurities have been resurrected.

i wish i could stop cowering in fear.

i wish i could face this one head on.

estranged

he had to go offline everytime i go online.

did he really think i would still bug him?

conceited.