today, i realized that assumption truly is the mother of all fuck-ups.

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the outreach is on saturday but we’re still trying to figure out where to get the funds from.

everyone is hard up on cash and us four–me, mimay, elea and tina are contributing in kind.  only gem will donate moolah.

and oh, benedick too–if he confirms tonight.

mr. kiss will most probably help us out too–no pressure though.  his presence will be enough.

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paul’s baby is still in need.

my heart bleeds each time he texts me.

if only i could do more to help him.

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when i ask people for help, i don’t normally expect them to lend a hand.

when i ask people for help and they say they’re willing to do so, i often believe them.

when i ask people for help and they say they’d help but eventually end up not doing so, i feel hurt.

when i ask people for help and they say they’d help but change their minds, i feel sorry for them.